From my perspective: Our little Jackson is one year old. He is a handsome, loving little guy. This first year has been a time to remember how it felt to have my babies and be able to relive those memories watching Ra with Jackson. I love knowing that she is having as much fun with him as I did with her. And i will say she get the star when it comes to creativity. I am so excited for this birthday weekend. A 4 day event for sure. I miss my babies which is so clear when Sasha comes to visit and then leaves for Athens. When she leaves I feel the void of having my baby drive to her home that is not in my 4 walls. My house feels to big and empty for me. i love being by myself during the day to just be here but when it gets dark and I have to enter the house alone it does not feel very homey to me. There are to many crazy people these days that do not value human life. I have so many things ahead of me still and want to be around to experience them. I did go for my physical yesterday and will soon know my blood levels. I weighted 146.5. I am going to get down to 135?! that is my goal. I am successfully walking 5-7 miles a day and if feels so good to keep moving.....