3:00 am .."What's on your mind??"

Sasha and Ben.
Now that is something i was so hopeful was behind us. But looks like he won and now they are together again. Sucks!!
Makes me worried what will happen next time?
She has so much potential and yet she chooses a loser. Someone who manipulates and puts ideas into her head, 'a user.' She says he has changed and that she was not totally honest about the break up. Which one? Doesn't matter. I know enough to know that i am hurting knowing she is there and has chosen to be there. Having babies is a life long connection of worry. You never want them to hurt or be hurt. You want the very best for them. You don't want them to learn life lessons the hard way and have to be exposed to pain and suffering. Truly i want so much for all of my kids. And overall i have to be so thankful that i have such a wonderful family. Each of them add joy to our lives just by being here. We are all writing our own story God gives us that right. I pray He will continue to teach her His ways and draw her near to Him. Same goes for Justin. He also has a long way to go. But then so do i! Lessons learned that i have all ready learned again this year. Working with the public has many lessons. I pray i will be a "light" and will walk away from all drama...